| my head is spinning |
[Apr. 27th, 2008|09:31 pm] |
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so i'm moving out of stevie's. it sounds horrible at first, but now i'm realizing its a really adult decision for us. i hope things continue to workout. we realized we were going to hate each other if we kept living together, it was just too soon. we went from seeing each other once a month to every moment we weren't working. plus we missed out on alot of the fun parts of dating, having our own lives and getting to be excited when we get to spend time together. i hope everything keeps growing in a positive direction. |
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| mmmm |
[Apr. 19th, 2008|01:05 am] |
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i just made the best meal ever. totally vegan, by chance. fried tofu, black beans and rice, with guacamole and cholula hot sauce. i'm so full but so happy. probably best all around meal i've made to date. |
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[Apr. 7th, 2008|12:42 pm] |
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i never thought of the importance of having medical insurance before. i'm getting sick or cold like symptoms alot, and i'm scared its something chronic. i can't go have any tests done because i don't have and can't afford medical insurance. |
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| i'm in a pretty bad mood right now |
[Mar. 14th, 2008|01:27 am] |
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my boyfriend has the day off tomorrow and is going in to new york with a friend to run around and see a bunch of art. i'm working now and can't go. when he originally mentioned to me about going, we were in the car with his friend and i didn't want to say i was mad because i didn't really want to talk about it in front of someone else. i'm upset because he told me he'd take me when i first got here, and the weather was bad. then he said we'd go for my birthday, then his band had recording. now i'm finally working and he goes by himself. i know he's not doing it on purpose to be a dick, but he is being selfish. i spent a month sitting at home with nothing to do, no where to go, and we couldn't have gone on one of his days off then. now that i'm working he plans this trip without even asking me. he had to go tomorrow? he couldn't have put it off until i could go, or wait until we could both ask off. just selfish. |
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| fiiiinally working |
[Mar. 11th, 2008|12:49 pm] |
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feels good. hopefully my direct deposit works right away so i'll have money the weekend jess comes (yaaaaaay). whole foods is a pretty good gig. its work, but the people i work with are nice and the day goes by pretty quick. i really need to get back to art making. i have some ideas i never accomplished, and some new undeveloped ones. need to get back into it before i get out of the mindset. also, need to go see/talk about some art right quick. maybe when jess is here we will do so. |
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| can't wait to have some friends |
[Mar. 8th, 2008|11:30 am] |
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so lame, but yeah, being around people makes me realize how lonely i can get. i think its more of a bummer that i'm sitting at home while i know the bf is still hanging out with a bunch of dudes at the studio. but i'm not rushing into friendships this time. i don't care if its a shitty thing to say, but i'm not hanging out with just anyone because i'm lonely and ending up with crappy friends. i'll hold out for someone with something to say, and a general sense of how to treat a friend decently. it'll probably be a long wait, i know those people are few and far between, but it'll be worth it i hope. until then i'll settle for the people stevie brings home for me to make vegan chili for. |
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| ug ug ug |
[Feb. 22nd, 2008|10:09 pm] |
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being sick, being unemployed, boyf's ex roommate cleaning out her shit with her loud bf talking about weed, tired but can't sleep, bitch bitch moan, etc. |
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| perks of a long distance relationship: |
[Feb. 17th, 2008|07:33 pm] |
not having to shave my legs, armpits, vag more than once a month, not getting called out on my shit
perks of a real relationship:
companionship, making meals together, kisses, not being able to fall asleep almost every night because we're laughing too much, sex |
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| this is all reminiscent |
[Feb. 16th, 2008|11:25 am] |
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of when chippy and i broke up and i had no friends. except this time i live in a bangin new city and i still have the best bf ever. but hopefully i'll get out of the house more. |
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| a part of me |
[Oct. 29th, 2007|07:15 am] |
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just got on a plane and went home. i can't wait to be home with him. sleeping is nothing with out him. even just laying down alone pales in comparison to napping with him. |
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| practice makes perfect? |
[Jan. 4th, 2007|03:51 pm] |
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i made pad thai with tofu last night for dinner, and i'll probably make baked bbq tofu tonight with the leftover tofu. i need to practice making easy dishes, so i can get back into actually cooking meals. i figure if i make a bunch of super simple recipes i'll get used to being in the kitchen again and i can build up my skill for more difficult recipes. |
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| new hampshire |
[Dec. 13th, 2006|08:56 pm] |
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was fucking amazing. every single person i met was super nice, and super funny. being around jess again was fantastic, i missed being able to just be stupid and laugh with someone so much. we're such assholes. it snowed while i was there!!! and we went to boston, which was rad. i def want to go back and see more of that city. i'll write more later when i get over being insanely sad that i'm home. |
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| right now |
[Nov. 20th, 2006|02:29 pm] |
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i wish i was in bed snuggled up in covers, cuddling and watching a movie. |
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| RIP |
[Aug. 31st, 2006|07:25 pm] |
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| is it just me... |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|10:55 am] |
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or is it pretty cold hearted when you tell someone you think you're having a nervous breakdown for them to tell you how great their life has been without you? |
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| ernesto's only victim |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|10:12 am] |
my big tuff pitbull is afraid of storms. she spent the night making sad eyes and sleeping on the floor of my bathroom (thats her storm hiding place).
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| today i decided |
[Aug. 25th, 2006|12:35 pm] |
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if i were a my pornstar name would be cupcake. |
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