andrea!

my head is spinning

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 01:33:59 GMT

so i'm moving out of stevie's. it sounds horrible at first, but now i'm realizing its a really adult decision for us. i hope things continue to workout. we realized we were going to hate each other if we kept living together, it was just too soon. we went from seeing each other once a month to every moment we weren't working. plus we missed out on alot of the fun parts of dating, having our own lives and getting to be excited when we get to spend time together. i hope everything keeps growing in a positive direction.

mmmm

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 05:06:52 GMT

i just made the best meal ever. totally vegan, by chance. fried tofu, black beans and rice, with guacamole and cholula hot sauce. i'm so full but so happy. probably best all around meal i've made to date.

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 16:44:00 GMT

i never thought of the importance of having medical insurance before. i'm getting sick or cold like symptoms alot, and i'm scared its something chronic. i can't go have any tests done because i don't have and can't afford medical insurance.

i'm in a pretty bad mood right now

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 05:32:05 GMT

my boyfriend has the day off tomorrow and is going in to new york with a friend to run around and see a bunch of art. i'm working now and can't go. when he originally mentioned to me about going, we were in the car with his friend and i didn't want to say i was mad because i didn't really want to talk about it in front of someone else. i'm upset because he told me he'd take me when i first got here, and the weather was bad. then he said we'd go for my birthday, then his band had recording. now i'm finally working and he goes by himself. i know he's not doing it on purpose to be a dick, but he is being selfish. i spent a month sitting at home with nothing to do, no where to go, and we couldn't have gone on one of his days off then. now that i'm working he plans this trip without even asking me. he had to go tomorrow? he couldn't have put it off until i could go, or wait until we could both ask off. just selfish.

fiiiinally working

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 16:51:43 GMT

feels good. hopefully my direct deposit works right away so i'll have money the weekend jess comes (yaaaaaay). whole foods is a pretty good gig. its work, but the people i work with are nice and the day goes by pretty quick. i really need to get back to art making. i have some ideas i never accomplished, and some new undeveloped ones. need to get back into it before i get out of the mindset. also, need to go see/talk about some art right quick. maybe when jess is here we will do so.

can't wait to have some friends

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 16:39:06 GMT

so lame, but yeah, being around people makes me realize how lonely i can get. i think its more of a bummer that i'm sitting at home while i know the bf is still hanging out with a bunch of dudes at the studio. but i'm not rushing into friendships this time. i don't care if its a shitty thing to say, but i'm not hanging out with just anyone because i'm lonely and ending up with crappy friends. i'll hold out for someone with something to say, and a general sense of how to treat a friend decently. it'll probably be a long wait, i know those people are few and far between, but it'll be worth it i hope. until then i'll settle for the people stevie brings home for me to make vegan chili for.

ug ug ug

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 03:12:40 GMT

being sick, being unemployed, boyf's ex roommate cleaning out her shit with her loud bf talking about weed, tired but can't sleep, bitch bitch moan, etc.

perks of a long distance relationship:

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 00:37:47 GMT

not having to shave my legs, armpits, vag more than once a month, not getting called out on my shit

perks of a real relationship:

companionship, making meals together, kisses, not being able to fall asleep almost every night because we're laughing too much, sex

this is all reminiscent

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 16:27:15 GMT

of when chippy and i broke up and i had no friends. except this time i live in a bangin new city and i still have the best bf ever. but hopefully i'll get out of the house more.

a part of me

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 12:16:05 GMT

just got on a plane and went home. i can't wait to be home with him. sleeping is nothing with out him. even just laying down alone pales in comparison to napping with him.

practice makes perfect?

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 21:01:47 GMT

i made pad thai with tofu last night for dinner, and i'll probably make baked bbq tofu tonight with the leftover tofu. i need to practice making easy dishes, so i can get back into actually cooking meals. i figure if i make a bunch of super simple recipes i'll get used to being in the kitchen again and i can build up my skill for more difficult recipes.

new hampshire

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 01:59:46 GMT

was fucking amazing. every single person i met was super nice, and super funny. being around jess again was fantastic, i missed being able to just be stupid and laugh with someone so much. we're such assholes. it snowed while i was there!!! and we went to boston, which was rad. i def want to go back and see more of that city. i'll write more later when i get over being insanely sad that i'm home.

right now

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 19:29:07 GMT

i wish i was in bed snuggled up in covers, cuddling and watching a movie.

RIP

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 23:26:09 GMT

is it just me...

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 14:56:49 GMT

or is it pretty cold hearted when you tell someone you think you're having a nervous breakdown for them to tell you how great their life has been without you?

ernesto's only victim

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 14:14:45 GMT

my big tuff pitbull is afraid of storms. she spent the night making sad eyes and sleeping on the floor of my bathroom (thats her storm hiding place).

today i decided

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 19:37:46 GMT

if i were a my pornstar name would be cupcake.